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I am retiring this one until I make it back to europe, hopefully over spring break.

the future.

I am home.





And I am fucking bummed.

not gonna make it to dinosaur land. bummed.

traveling alone is lonely. traveling with someone is frustrating. ready for home.

looking forward to looking back.

I sincerely hope this trip makes me into a better, more patient, thoughtful, focused person and not a total asshole.

because honestly, it could go either way.

and now for something completely different.

I woke up screaming, from a dream
I had to save you
a mess of hot tears and soft eyes
the same black cloud in a new white dress
you pressed your chest against my forearm
pleading
I leaned in to listen
but I was ripped away
saw you recede into grey static
black bangs and pink cheeks swaying in the breeze
and I was at year zero
we were spitting songs at the lamplight
under the fruit tree time forgot
I will be your way, your heart, your drum beat
forget me not

paranoid android.

things are falling apart. I am coming home soon.